Sunday, September 16, 2007

RETURN OF THE NINJA

Well everyone...I am back at the keyboard! First, I need to apologize to anyone who worried about my safety during my long hiatus in writing. I am safe and sound...still in Iraq. My last post was in June; right after that time, I went on two weeks of leave. When I returned from leave, I found that the military had decided a huge "crackdown" was in order on bloggers. So that made my ability to write somewhat more difficult. Now that was a small part in my lack of writing...a larger part was that I'd become completely unmotivated to write. There were various reasons...but I think I owe it to everyone to put "words to print".

The last few months have been quite a blur. As everyone is aware, situations in Iraq continue to evolve or degenerate...you pick! The good news...I will be leaving very soon. No specific dates will be posted here...but it is soon. The bad news...I am fairly disenchanted with things here. I obviously don't have the "big picture"...but I know how I feel about things.

To illustrate this point: I recently spent nearly a week at a remote Forward Operating Base, living in a tent, covered in good ole Iraqi moon dust (sand) and watching the day to day operations of our ground troops. For me, it was like being on vacation. I was actually with the troops that are making a difference over here and not dealing with a bunch of "staff clowns" who seem to have lost touch with what is actually important over here....you know, things like THE WAR!!! The inefficiency and staffing process for everything, I mean everything, is so convoluted...it makes me wretch. The knowledge you gain while actually BEING involved in this war is quite the "eye-opener". The rest of my diatribe is better left unspoken...or I may find myself with cuffs on my wrists. Anyways...now that I've "wanked" sufficiently.........

Now the good stuff: I've stuck with my exercise and gym routine. My workout partner (the other Hornet pilot that I work with) has been great. We take turns kicking each other in the ass at the gym. It has worked! I've lost about 20 pounds and am seeing significant change in muscular development. I've gotten to the point that I can't stand missing a day at the gym...I even feel guilty if I do. So at least I've got that going for me.

My family is doing well in Texas. School has started for the children and everyone seems to be adjusting well. Even with that...I can tell they've had their "fill" of this deployment and are ready for it to be over. I can fully understand that. It will be awesome to be home soon. Leave was great...but to know that you are home for good...is immensely better!

Well, I won't attempt to fill in the blanks on the last few months...but I may bring in some scenarios from that time. I hope everyone understands. Again sorry for the long delay...thanks for sticking around.

4 comments:

Marcy said...

Welcome back to the keyboard. Wondered about you.

AM1's sister

Anonymous said...

Hello! I'm not quite sure how i found your blog page, but i did and enjoyed reading some of your stories! My boyfriend is also a Navy F/A-18 pilot serving far away too. I just wanted to say thanks to you and everyone else for what you are doing!
Sincerly,
Rose

Roseystorm1978@hotmail.com

celticmystyc said...

Inspiration, motivation...desire, totally understand the blogging thing. Interesting that our goverment is worried about bloggers, considering who's visiting D.C right now. ?????? Priorities,hmmmm.
Hope you had a WONDERFUL time during leave, catching up and such.
Now that you're back, be safe, be sound, be well. You and your family remain in our prayers.

Safety1 said...

Barbie,

Good to see that you are back on the web even if at a reduced rate. You would love the 747 that is parked down the ramp from me. It belongs to your neighbor to the east. He has thrown a wrench into the maintenance here.

Be SAFE and welcome back to the web

AM1